Maiden
What you need to sow
Begin with the anger you have been apologising for. Let it choose the direction.

Ancient Egypt
The Powerful One, Lady of Plague and Healing
Egypt, Old Kingdom through Ptolemaic period
Her story
goddess · Egypt, Old Kingdom through Ptolemaic period
Sekhmet is the lioness who goes out ahead of the pharaoh and burns his enemies. The same goddess who sends plague also lifts it, so her priests were physicians — you petition the one holding the knife.
Sent by Ra to punish humanity, she could not be called back; the gods flooded the fields with beer dyed red, she drank it believing it blood, slept, and woke as gentle Hathor. Her festivals kept that memory: rage is real, and it is stopped by satisfaction, not by scolding.
In the oracle
What you need to sow
Begin with the anger you have been apologising for. Let it choose the direction.
What you need to grow
Nurture your strength deliberately — the body, the training, the capacity to defend.
What you need to know
Your fury will not be argued down. Give it something real, then let it rest.